light and dark mean every thing to me, sort of like the way i wear my jeans so my ass has curves and the way i take pictures flipping the bird, we’ve all got a past and we’ve all got a future, but what’s pretense in a moment that is full of bloopers, sugar and spice, well i’m every thing nice,…
i am suddenly quite depressed
Its not easy being a multidimensional, luminescent being stuck in this dense world! Sometimes I catch myself thinking, “why do I have to have a job? Why must we work? This is so silly, I just want to fly through space with my space fam.” I’ve been on the hunt for a second job here in Asheville where they are definitely not aplenty, so I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately.
We all chose to live here on 3D Earth, lets keep this in mind. I have to remind myself of that often. Its so easy to get caught up in Earth drama- especially because we were erased of our cosmic memory upon birth here. The unfortunate truth is, we all have to make a living. Most of us will not use our galactic knowledge, gifts and sensitives and build a business around it. I have much respect and admiration for those who can do this successfully! Its not for everyone, though. So how can the rest of us make it through the work day?
I am currently a full time waitress. I also have a bachelors degree that I can’t seem to want to do anything with. I get asked a lot, “why are you doing this?”. Well, I do enjoy it. I love talking to strangers! People are so interesting. I learned a long time ago that I don’t have to have a spiritual business to reach people in that way. I found that I don’t even have to talk about anything spiritual in nature, either. After all, I do live in the bible belt. It is probably a topic best left alone while I’m at work. But this is the beautiful thing about energy! If you are being genuine and true to your mission, you will affect people simply by being in their presence. Being happy, helpful and always showing gratitude is just enough. After all, at the very core of it all, Spirit is Love. Be loving and kind to all that you encounter, and you are on the right path! Let Spirit take it from there.
There is an awesome passage in Bringers of the Dawn, by Barbara Marciniak that I always reference back to when I am feeling bad about work:
”Your assignment is to carry information and to evolve yourself to the highest capability within the human form. When you do this, you cannot help but affect multitudes. You may feel that your particular occupation is not on a grand scale- say, for instance, you are a waitress. Remember, things are not what they appear to be on the outside, and everyone you come in contact with is affect by your vibration.”
Keep this in mind when you are struggling to get through the work day. What you are doing does matter, even if you don’t think that it is. You are far more powerful that you even realize! Think about it. Your existence is changing the world. Carry that with you everyday and rock it!
Much love and many blessings ♥
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